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"Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option."
Maya Angelou (via l3rowneyedgirl)
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“I feel like all the sands are at the bottom of the hourglass.” “Turn it over, then.”

Thinking of this quote while wearing BPAL’s The Hourglass. Feeling a little better maybe. I’m standing on sand but at least I’m standing.

The white roses and orange blossoms of hope penetrating despair’s black fog of opoponax, black myrrh, bruised violet, clove, funereal lily, and grief-struck carrot seed.

Posted 1 day ago // 4 notes
tagged :  #Only Lovers Left Alive   #BPAL 
*hugs* i’m also seeking the help soon as well. I only had experience with one a long time ago, but now…yeah. *more hugs* I hope this goes well for you and something good comes from it. <3

Thanks so much Chandra. Wishing you luck and health as well. <3

Posted 2 days ago // 2 notes
tagged :  #spookychan 

holding on by a thread until I can see a psychologist on Monday. I’ve had nothing but awful unhelpful experiences with psychologists, but I’m going to try so fucking hard to make this one work. I just don’t know what will happen if it doesn’t. 

Posted 2 days ago // 4 notes
tagged :  #:(   #why 
"I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong."
Humans of New York - Amman, Jordan

(Source: 5000letters)

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tagged :  #i mean yeah 

detailsdetales:

The Entombment, detail (c. 1612)

Peter Paul Rubens

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tagged :  #art history   #Rubens 

theremina:

Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan on November 16, 1581

Ilya Repin

This painting depicts the historical 16th century story of Ivan the Terrible mortally wounding his son in Ivan in a fit of rage. By far the most psychologically intense of Repin’s paintings, the Emperor’s face is fraught with terror, as his son lay quietly dying in his arms, blood dripping down the side of his face.

Sometimes I just need to remind myself that I have seen this painting in the flesh. Oh Repin… 

(Source: c-adaverine)

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tagged :  #Ilya Repin   #Ivan the Terrible   #art   #art history   #favorite artists 

mittiepaul:

The way some people freak out about pumpkin spice stuff coming back you’d think it’s a rare drug from a desert planet or something…

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tagged :  #lololol 

paranoirotica:

Para on our amazing new chair ❤

I would like everything in this picture.

(Source: paranoirotica)

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tagged :  #CATS   #and gothy chairs   #aesthetic 
ruspeach:

"Ничего" or "Нечего": 1) Both words mean nothing. 2) “НичегО” has stress on “O” [nichivò] "НЕчего" has stress on "E" [nèchiva] 3) When we use them: ничегО + не(don’t, doesn’t, didn’t etc.) + глагол в личной форме (personal verb form). It always negates the action. Ex: ничего не говори - don’t say anything ничего не принесла - (she) didn’t bring anything нЕчего + инфинитив (verb infinitive). It says that there are no object for action. нечего сказать - there is nothing to say нечего съесть - there is nothing to eat нечего делать - there is nothing to do www.ruspeach.com/news/2567/

Outing myself as the biggest language nerd to ever language by posting this here, but I genuinely didn&#8217;t know this, therefore, exciting!

ruspeach:

"Ничего" or "Нечего": 
1) Both words mean nothing. 

2) “НичегО” has stress on “O” [nichivò] 
"НЕчего" has stress on "E" [nèchiva] 

3) When we use them: 
ничегО + не(don’t, doesn’t, didn’t etc.) + глагол в личной форме (personal verb form). It always negates the action. 
Ex: ничего не говори - don’t say anything 
ничего не принесла - (she) didn’t bring anything 

нЕчего + инфинитив (verb infinitive). It says that there are no object for action. 
нечего сказать - there is nothing to say 
нечего съесть - there is nothing to eat 
нечего делать - there is nothing to do 

www.ruspeach.com/news/2567/

Outing myself as the biggest language nerd to ever language by posting this here, but I genuinely didn’t know this, therefore, exciting!

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